Saturday, January 31, 2004
siCk
hai~~.. yesterday really no mood to concentrate in tuition.. sorry aramia.. vone... lynette... yanmin...and also jinyuan.. sorry to all.. i did not do it on purpose... so sorry... sorry.. hai~.. went back home fallin sick.. real sick.. till today.. worst... got flu, slight cough.. and bad sore throat.. ear pain too... eat foor no taste at all... so sick.. hai~... feelin so sad... sick still kanna scolded by mama.. why she everytime scold mi for no reason one.. hai~...nvm... goin to rest le... ...******************sick.. and sorry....*****************
i smiled @ 3:16 PM
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Bad day!!!
Today really bad day for mi... when i went to the bus stop today, bus 238 just gone.. wa lao.. tt is the last bus to catch the bus 163 which i usually take to schooll.. so i quickly walked all the way to the 163 bus stop.. and AGAIN!!!!! stupid bus.. went off jus in front of mi.. saw janice and all the rest on the bus... wa lao.. bad day sia.. then after i hav reached school.. darryl suddenly ask mi whether i hav brought Geo bk.. and guess wat.. I brought the WRONG BOOK!!! i took my ss book instead.. wa lao.. luckily tx to jane... she says i could borrow from her.. JANE rox!!! thx !!! There is still some more things... got back my ss worksheet and darryl got full marks for it.. 10/10.. and guess wat did i get? despite all her guides and explanation... i fail.. wa lao.. and is badly.. 3/10... can u believe it??? tt time fall bio le.. still fail my ss.. and some more my dianostic test for ss also fail.. walao.. why i kept faillin??? jus hope i did not fail my chemistry and the future tests.. after school today there's AGM meetin.. sian lah... must go around school find the rest of the ppl.. then cannot find... after tt came back then they all there le.. wa lao.. make mi run around like mad dog.. make mi really angry.. eeerrrr.... aft AGM hav to run errands for ourselves.. wahaha.. the three P&P ppl stay back in school again.. to do our stuff together.. (took out stuff from sc board.. find sarhari and Benjamin Aw for video cam thingy.. find miss toh but not around.. find wen hao told him lots of stuff-AGM and 10th ann.etc..) then after tt went home with lala and janice... reached home went to check hp for message and found out tt lala put a letter in my pencil box?? since when she put one hah.. how come i dunno??? hmm.. aft readin letter went to check mails for more "letters" then realise a couple of things and i dunno wat to do... hai~... must be my fault again.. hai~.. no wonder so quiet in school.. nv tok at all today.. felt a bit weird and bad and sad... dunno lah.. jus felt like speechless.. PRISCILLIA!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DID YOU PUT IT IN MY PENCIL BOX ANYWAY!!!! well.. nvm.. jus realize today really bad day.. sian lah...**********************************Is It reallY a BAD Day for mi today???*****************************************
i smiled @ 6:23 PM
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
Borin Sunday!!!
sian lah... today do nuthing for the whole day... afternoon went out with mama to geylang to find her friend...lalala.. later ate a lot of muslin food.. then went to Toa payoh central to buy prezzi for aramia and diana.. all belated one.. sian lah.. came home found out must do chinese hai bao... and ss project.. stupid.. dun give a shit le.. hai~ it's goin to be a month le... but it still hurts... hai~~ dun think it will heal anymore.. i really wish that time will be back.. back to long long time ago.. hai~... back to that time.. nvm... why bother to think of it where it is impossible... hai~~~... hope time past by quickly.. and quickly go jc and leave peirce.. leave the past all behind... and start a brand new journey...yupyup... *****************************leavin the past behind... sail into the future in time... ****************************
i smiled @ 9:23 PM
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
New year(2)
lalalaa... yesterday is an outing BAI NIAN DAY!!! hahaa.. went to mY GUGU house and collect 6 ang bao!!! wolalaa.. but there's onli $4 for each ang bao... *SOB* onli my GUGU give mi $10... hmm.. nvm.. this yr again mama and papa nv bring us to gupuo house.. two yrs nv go there le..miss her so much.. since her house very near my school.. maybe will visit her some other day.. lol... after tt went to eat dinner at my aunty house... watch TV.. play majiong and eat.. collect 2 more ang bao then go home... sian... go home and my LAO BIAO GE cAme my house bai nian... lol.. get one more angbao.. then i went to count the money.. hai~~... still so little.. onli $212 lol.. must put in bank one.. cannot use.. hmm.. wonderin if i hav enough money to buy... for my friends.. during feb... hai~~ (thx xue ying for not tellin the others wat is it for :):):) )sian lah.. mama dun let mi go out today.. so boring.. BORED!!!... sister went to school for her S.A.T. paper exam.. hmm.. good luck... raining now... dunno wat to do..sian lah.. **************************I WANT to go out!!!***********************
i smiled @ 10:42 AM
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New Year Edition!!!
on new year day... all my relative came my house BAI NIN!!! hmm.. collected some ang bao.. and guess wat.. surprisingly our cousin..(BOYS) tok to us and we played cards... hhaa. because they always dun chat with us one.. hehe...nvm.. after they have gone.. it's like only 2.30 pm... i went online to check for movie tickets but it"S ALL PACKED and BOOKED!!!*sob* no more watching of peter pan le.. hai~~ at night... my whole family went to Singapore River Hong Bao 2004 next to explanade.. WOW!!! It's so nice.. there got lots of stuff to see.. and lots of food to eat.. i ate until my stomach super the full!!!!.. not only that.. there is funfair too.. the type of funfair same as the UK funfair tt time.. OH MY GOD!! But too bad mama dun let mi play.. feel like going there again... after walking and eatin and takin photos using my camera phone, we went to marina there to eat dinner... or can it be considered supper... hahaa.. while walkin, saw Diana and her family eating KFC!!! haaha... then sista told mi:"later her mother scold her about why she has such a friend.." Cause mama and sister all say i dress like AH LIAN!!!! wa lao.. no clothes le wat... cannot hah... anyway... i'm wearing my sister's sleeveless jacket somemore... not mine.. is hers.. hmm.. nvm.. have lots of fun today..... wolala... *************************I WAN MORE ANG BAO!!!*******************
i smiled @ 10:18 AM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
HAi~~~~
Rumous really spread.. hai~~... everywhere i go... kept hearin ppl askin mi.. where is JY.... stupid lah.. all very irritatin lol... WE ARE JUS BUDDIES LOL.... stupid aunty wong also... hai~.. dunno why that person is sad... everytime say my fault... hai~~... hai~~...why did i sign again.. wanna to call him today but manage to stop myself.. or else i won't be able to forgot.. EEERRRRR... stupid mi.. still call him jus now... but a while so it's okay??? hmm.. tok to darryl and Liang Chin... both brothers very crappy.. and lame... lamer lah... why i have them as my brothers/???? oh my god.. nvm.. hai~~~... hmm.. still... L_V_ and M_S_ him a lot.. hai~~~.. felt really bad le... wat to do... ***********************loVe is great when it Is ... IT sux most when... hai~~~ nvm******************************
i smiled @ 10:51 PM
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lalaalaaa... tired...
wah.. jus finished tokin to Liang Chin... tok for so long.. 45 mins... opps... quite long for mi lah... hehehee.. and he say he is going to slp le.. so early... WTF... nvm....today is the eve of the chinese new yr eve.. wolalala... goin to get ANG BAO le... :):):) so tired after running today... hmm.. i'm glad tt my running skills have not deprove a lot.. haha.... after house practice, went home and do dancing... for one hours... :D surprised??? hhaaa... really lah... nv blaff u... one hour... dunno how come also.. jus feel like dancin... to Join songs.. relearning all her dance steps.. hmm.. not bad.. still okay lah...today in school.. a lot of KPO ppl kept askin mi about my face... kept askinn mi what happen to it.. and how come so many scars... i jus tell them not to ask.. hai~~ face damaged by my mama le.. how??? how to cure... nvm.. hmm... now there is no one home... mama nv ask mi to help out with the stall and i lazy go and help out too,,, so i stay at home and no one is at home... SO BORED!!!!!!! hopin someone will call mi and tok to mi... hai~~~ bored... SOMEONE PLS CALL MY HOUSE PHONE!!!... haha.. hmm... lazy do hw lah... hhaa.. hmm..*************************SO BORED AT HOME!!!******************
i smiled @ 9:19 PM
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
SUNday
hmm.. think tt jan and the who should be out at PS le... hmm.. Ps... familiar place for mi... well.. nvm... hai~... damn it... kept thinkin of it now.. GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!! EEERRRRRRRRR....... *slap myself* wait.. wat am i doin... aaaaahhhhhhh........ face pain again... stupid mom... beat mi up yesterday until my face got three scars... wa lao.. other place scars cannot be seen can le wat... still beat my face and left scars... hai~.. jus now i jus login.. and that person sign out... oh well.. watever.. tml got bio test and i still haven''t finished my hoilday assignment.. WTF... hate homework...hate tests.. hate everything... hate myself... life sux... hope tt wednesday come quickly so can go out.. go out.. go out.. to relax and play.. hav fun... hai~.. wat am i thinkin... stupid mi... err... think i should stop bloggin now.. got tons of work to do le... **************** i SUX!!!!!!!!***************
i smiled @ 10:41 AM
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
Time pass so fast...
Hai~~ so long nv blog le... all because of my SISTER!!!! Dun let mi use comp... idiot.. thinks tt the comp is hers is it??? i know it's in her room.. desn't mean is hers... stupid lah.. now she got everything of her own.. like bed, cupboard own roon... i dun hav... not fair!!!.. hai~ nvm... time pass so fast and next week is chinese new year le... hmm.. cut my hair on wednesday.. now feel so mush cooler... wonderin why did i go cut hair??? hmm.. anyway is only $7 wat... so it's okay.. jus accept liang chin as my brother... hehe.. he rox... haha... luv him lots.. but he is a bit crazy... kept callin mi... nvm... and kept beatin mi!!!!!! hmm... should take revenge... lol... now i have 5 brothers le... he is the only one in sec 1... the rest all sec 4... hmm... one gorgor.. and lots of best friends and good friends... forgot to mention... MY BUDDY!!! hahaa... one and only buddy.... lol.. hmm... i am tryin to save money now.. mr chang, mr ng, mr ong and miss lao knows why... hmm.. must keep it a secret first... hahaa... *hint* got to do with fabuary.. heehe... yesterday jus found out tt the movie peter pan is starting on chinese new year... well.. i wonder if the cinema will open on tt day.. so i can go and watch.. hmm... well.. alone again.. on new year day!!! hahaa.. ************************homework sux!!!!!!!!**********************
i smiled @ 11:55 AM
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
WHO Am i???
What is my feelings rite now??? i can't tell... I'm always a hyper, cheerful, smilin girl...who looks happy everyday.. maybe... tts wat ppl say to mi.. but.. now.. everyone haveold mi that i have changed.. and wan the old mi to be back... changed!..in terms of atitude...character and cheerfulness... did i really changed??? alOT???? hai~... why everyone kept tellin mi tt i hav become another person ever since tt particular day... what did i done wrong... i cannot even give myself an answer... After tt day.. my best subjects hav become my worst one... i cannot concentrate on the math sums.. and i cannot keep up in class.. hai~... wonderin how many days still hav to past...how many days to live... how many more days need to survive.. i can't help if that guy is still in my heart... hai~... acting may be easy to mi.. but i cannot act and LIE FOREVER RITE???? AND I HATE TO LIE... everytime i lie... i felt bad and hate myself... my actin has deproved... dunno why..hai~.. nvm... just hope tt one day i will be free.... adn restart my own life... and live a new day...****************************not everyone is like mi******************
i smiled @ 12:38 PM
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just reached home after collectin my busary award... hai~... last year forgot to go and collect...nvm... it's like i'm collectin busary award every year... and is like how much i work and try... i still cannot get a sholarship... not fair!!!.. oh well nvm.. now decidein when to put the $250 into my bank... lolololol..... nvm... yesterday is cca recultment day.. wahaha... ate a lot of stuff.. and stayed in school till 6.00+ lol... so late then can go home... sian sIAn.. still got homework to do.. when then can i go out and play!!!!!! i wan to play basketball one lah.. stupid homework... hmm... Maybe should blame myself... hai~ WAT AM I TOKIN ABOUT?????????????????? NVM!!!!!!!!!!! I"M crazy again... ************************I'M CRAZY*********************
i smiled @ 11:50 AM
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Tired DAY!!!
Today is a tuesday.. tired... jus reached home from school.. there is house practise today... running... wolala... long time nv run le.. felt so nice and refreshing after running... hehe... running rox... and i ran like a big elephant today again... haha... got back my watch from drick(bestie) today... thx hoh.. thx for helpin mi repair.. :):):)... thx bestie... yawn... so tired... still got lots of hw... holiday a-math hw, chinese and english newspaper articles.. english e-library... chinese o'level book... today english compo.. and SS-4 essays... stupid lah... so many hw... ask mi how to do.. copy also cannot finished lah.. and still got tuition hw somemore... wa lao... oh well..see which one can don't do first.. i"m now relaxin abit so came online blog... hhaa... cause mama not home.. so can use comp... opps... dun tell mama hoh.. or i die lol... hehe... gtg bye... ************tired**********************
i smiled @ 6:11 PM
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
It's a SUNDAY!!!
woke up real early today.. on a sunday.. at 8.30... jus saw a missed call.. dunno from who cause no number... hai~ although couldn't slp last night.. again because of tt reason.. i woke up early today.. hai~... sms that person before i went to slp.. sayin: love is ever enduring... it can brave storms...so there is no reason to break unless u dun love mi.. hmm.. watever it is.. recieved reply at 9.53am from him... sayin:if i love someone.. i would prefer to hurt myself than hurt the person i love... hai~... but the things u have done.. hurt mi...so how r u goin to explain.. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!... i hav goe crazy again... jus hope i dun end up in mental hos.. hmm.. maybe it's a good thing to be there.. wahhaaha.. oh well nvm.... hai~~~ **************I"M CRAZY!!!I HAVE BECOME AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!*******************
i smiled @ 10:11 AM
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
CRYIN DAY!!!
**sob**.. today cry two times le... i dunno wat to do.. AAAHHHHHH... and now tears rolled down for the third time.. why??? why i cry for him??? *** i kept slappin myself dunno how many times le** hai~~~.. and no chance from that person.. felt reAL silly.. why am i doin all this thing??? soB** for the fourth times tears came out.. AHHHAHAAAhhHHHHH... hate myself... i'm not god enough.. I"m that bad.. that bad... why live??? ahh... stupid mi... i'm a fool.. a dump ass... an idiot freak.. A NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feelin pain again... heart pain.. already pain enough.. now more painful... #grandma... why u didn't help mi... u use to care for mi the most... more than sis... u love mi the most.. why u jus dun carebout mi le??? why grandma.. last time i ask for help.. u help mi... but why this time u did not??? WHY???# now nobody can help mi now.. sobZ** for the fifth time... hai~.. HOW can i forget him??? **************************I SUX!!!****************************
i smiled @ 12:08 PM
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Friday, January 02, 2004
First day of schOOL!!!
Today is the first day of school… felt a bit excited cause can see all my friends again… wollaaa… hmm… and I saw him too lol… but I think he dun wan to tok to mi too… hmm… nvm… today I’m a bit off and a bit not myself today… I dunno wat to do actually… so I went to find zhier… askin for solutions… AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! I dunno wat to do… the problem is… I still … nvm… sorri Jin Yuan… I Never tell u anything… paiseh… sorry buddy…. Or should I call u … hmm… nvm… I think there’s something I must tell u too lah.. hai… tell u next time… hmm.. thxz for accompany mi home and other stuff… hehee… lol.. wolalala… ***************** tuition today damn funny!!! WAHAHAA!!! Make mi forgot all the stuff***************
i smiled @ 9:44 PM
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!(2004)
wolalala... haha.. stayed at home the whole day... doin emaths hw... and also kanna scolded by mama for lots of stuff again.. hai~.... tears rolled once again.. at night... but soon... gone... wahahaha... the countdown to 2004 at sentosa rox... Jamie Yeo.. so sexy.. and hot... wollalaaa... aaron was like smsin mi to tell mi tt... and finally... 5...4...3.....2......1....... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE... i started to sms ppl to say happy new year...
PPl who wish mi happy new year (from the very first)
1) Mr Goh
2)Shao Hui
3) Wei Qi
4)Aaron
5) Janice
6) Wansu
7)Daniel
8) Mr Goh(again)
9)Aldric
10) Timo
11)Aaron(again) Thanks PPL!!!
i smiled @ 3:26 AM
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