Friday, October 22, 2004
Life so unfair hah?
I always wonder... why life is always so unfair.. example.. the bad ppl out there are alwasy not caught by the police and the good ppl always passed away so quickly..??? why??? Why must good ppl always suffer while ppl enjoyin life r the one who should die??? Well.. i can't say anything... just filled with emotions.. ppl always say " hao ren you hao bao" But u dun think so.. nvm..
Singapore Idol- now that maia is out.. no mood to watch the rest of the show le... hate olinda till the end of the world.. Hate Christ too.. hmm.. nvm.. wats the use... so angry.. so sad... no one will be as sad as mi... Feelin the same like that time sec one regetted by karen wong.. hmm.. well.. maybe in this life i will not met another person like maia and karen.. hmm.. nvm... wats the use of sayin... sob... why bother to cry for someone tt u dunno?? she dun even know tt u exist!!!!!! WAKE UP AND STOP PONDERIN ON THE RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! k.. i will stop it.. **slap**
Yawn..zzz... goin to slp le.. maybe tml do compre.. or else scolded by mia again.. zzzzz nite everyone... continue supportin ur favourite idol... hope singaporean won't be tone deaf again.. and still MAIA RAWK!!!!!! Heaven droppin tears for maia now.. wahhaa... good weather to slp.. nite everyone... ssssswwweeeeeeeeeeetttttt dddrrrreeeeaaaaaammssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
******************************************Life has its up and down, It's u that have to make it even... ********************************************************
i smiled @ 11:19 PM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
My pain is back..
Oh mine.. my eyes are gettin the pain and tiredness again... why in this period of time??? Os comin lol.. nvm .. ren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAt to do??? NO One can cure mi... no even the stupid doctor... saying" this cannot be cured.." nvm..
Wa the.. My cat so naughty.. slpin on my jie bed and do not wan to come down... and also run around makin a mess of my jie room.. make mi tidy it up... my house messy enough le still wan to make things worst... always think she;s so big.. next time don't feed u then u know..Now so guai le.. sttin at the door.. THAT"S MY KITTY!!!!
Hate chemistry... Hate Practical.. Hate evrything... hmm.. actually should blame myself... nvm... just work hard and STOP WATCHIN SO MUCH TV XIN RU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*****************************************k thats all... Bye guys****************************************
i smiled @ 3:59 PM
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Monday, October 18, 2004
Home Sweeeeetttt Home:):):)
OH yes.. i'm finally home.. slpin in my cosy bed... so nice to be home. Have being campin in my aunty house for the past one week.. cause of my house renovation..Now i'm home.. feel so nice suddenly.. but hoh.. my house is still in a total mess and renovetion hasn't yet finshed. Now i'm tryin to adapt to this place.. At least i can use the comp !!!!!!!!!!!!!1 yeppeieee... miss my cat too.. meow meow..
NYJC... My dream school.... Just hopin to get in before and after os.. JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Jie told mi to go vjc open house.. she says their open house is very fun one... thats why she went there... k lol.. not my busniess too.. cause i cannot go in lah.. so whats the use of goin to open house.. crazy..
Suddenly my mind is thinkin bout that person... stupid lah.. Aramia ur fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kEEP SAYIN HER IN FRONT OF MI.. u think of ur maria lah... dunno why leh... same feelings as i have for maia too.. weird... ppl.. dun mistaken hoh.. not love hoh.. is just tt i admire them and respect them.. like mia hav for maria..hmm.. kk.. think i'm goin to be CRAZY.. crazy in love.. oh uh oh uh oh uh ohuh.. wahhaa..
Sometimes.. i hope to help u out.. but.. i always do not know wat to do. Try my best to help u whenever possible. just hope u stay as pretty as cheerful as before... Well i know u alwasy say u are fine.. but i know u still have him in ur mind.. just ignore all the things and think of mi.. haha.. no lah.. just stay happy k my friend??? i dun think u know that i'm talkin to u... hmm.. nvm.. RMB to drink more water!!! and stay WELL ALL DAY!!! DUN FALL SICK AGAIN!!!!!!hahaa... think now u know who i'm talkin to.. wahhaa.. i'm crazy again!
Thinkin of leavin all of u soon.. make mi feel so sad.. well..all the best to everyone!!!!!!!!!
*************************************Smile always!!!***********************************
i smiled @ 11:09 AM
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Good day becomes a bad day...
My leg still hurts... yesterday after comin homefrom idol.. was asked by doreen to call er er phone for conference.. haI~~... yar.. tok to them.. but scolded by mom... she keep sayin.. tok on the phone till so long.. dunno tok to who also.. hai~~.. mia... how??? now i agree wif u.. my mom dun trust mi at all... i started to quarrel with her... sayin that day she talk on the phone for 2 hrs and i cannot even use.. i got important things to ask..but u just le her use.. hey wat is this.. for mi.. i use phone the most once a week.. she/?? every single day.. isn't that bias??? okay... i used to think u are not... i used to think u always care a lot for mi.. hats wat my friends say too.. but.. i think u are really bias . why are u like this.. why can't u be fair and square? Keep sayin i wasting ur money... keep sayin i use a lot of ur money.. yar.. i know i'm not tt smart and quick so i hav to have tuitions.. and is that what i really wan?? i say i dun wan and u force mi into it... tt time mia ask if i really like goin tuition.. i really think bout that qns.. is a no.. so wat if i go or dun go tuiton. my reslts still appears to be bad for u... u are not satisfy with anything bout mi.. i know i got a 14 for L1R5.. although it's bad.. but can't u understand.. i did improve... i still manage to retain my a1 for maths.. both maths.. plus a2 for both sciences.. i did improve okay>>>??? i know i'm from a not sogood sch.. but.. i really id improve.. why u keep sayin i did badly and i dd not put in any effort??? chem from a c6 to an a2.. physic from a b4 to an a2.. humans. from a c6 to b3.. although my eng still did not do well.. but i really put in effort... nvm...
And money ... all u concern is tt.. is tt wat u really wan?? u really think it's improtant then dun give mi any money lah... let mi just pass the days without food..wat's the use of askin from u.. $20-25 bucks a week and now u wan to take out more to pay for my phone bill.. do u think it's enough?? maybe it's enough cause i save.. but..when i ask for more.. u scold mi.. u give jie $60 to $70 a week.. but mi??? not even half of hers... okay... nvm...
U make mi think i'm stupid.. u think i want to be??? who dun wan to be clever and a good gal??? why ca't u trust mi.. i seems like ur toy.. being controlled by u... i dun wan to have sickness but i can't help it... i'm like tt.. can't change the fact.. i just hope to be mi again.. *cry*
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i smiled @ 11:45 AM
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Lime"s 8th birthday!!!
Yesterday went to watch the Singapore idol outside cine. Meet mia, lala at somerset mrt at 4 pm, but i reached there at 3.30... sor early.. i'm the super early gal, while Aramia was the
super late gal.. aiyoh.. when can she be on time???
Went to join the crowd soon. So surprised to see ppl already sitting and standin there watchin le.. earlier than mi.. thought the thingy start at 5.30??? NVm.. we went heeren and aramia buy her cd at HMV... yup.. while crossin the road to heeren, saw Jocelyn and *Lion* hahaa.. there too.. eating.. haha.. they were also heading in the same direction as us.. plus.. they were there to watch the idols too.. :):):)
Went separate ways soon... after mia bought her thing, we went back... more ppl were there.. we sat down and waited.. while waitin.. mia and lau played chess..*NOT AGAIN* haa..YUP! Jocelyn and her buddy came soon.. and join us... the next moment.. we were all discussin bout.. what to do when the idol come out.. hahaa.. i told them i willl shout when maia come out.. then jocelyn was like sayin.... lets shout for jerry saying(I love u Jerry) when he came out.. wahahaa.. we all laugh.. tts so funny.. soon.. after the 2nd performance, the people start to stand and everyone else too.. everyone began to squeese to the front..we were like wa lao .. then mi, mia and lala.. all squeese to the front too.. yup.. lucky for us.. but guess wat? THERE'S AN IRRITATIN GAL THAT KEEP PUSHIN MI!!! and we all hate her... so wat lol... keep pushin.. like no body buiness.. u have a lot of space in front of u and u dun wan to move in front.. i nv push u lol.. is the people behind that pushes us.. stupid bitch!!!
SOONN.. after wat seems like hours to the three of us, people started sceamin.. i place my view at the right side of the stage.. SAW SLYVESTER.. all started sceamin as one by one came out... saw Maia... oh my god.. that little girl in black and shirt:):):) so pretty... saw jerry and Olinder next... hmm.. nvm.. soon... they went up stage..
First up... Daphne.. mia. screamin like mad.. mi too.. while the poor lala... have to cover her ears cause the ANG MO gals behind her were blusting her ear drums.. Lau.. saw ur slyvester le hoh.. while the idols came on stage.. they throw the idol shirt.. i want..!!! nvm.. jsut saw maia can le.. so pretty. hmm.. cannot keep mi eyes off maia... opps.. in love wif her le.. when sly sing song.. we scream... when maia and daphne sing, we scream too.. wahhaa.. but.... everyone started booin at jerry when he sings ..w aaaahaa... so funny.. when it's time for signiture sections.. mia ask us to go.. but i pull them to the signiture sections to see them... poor lau and mia.. have to kanna scolded cause they pushed a little boy.. sorri..!! my fault.. aiyah.. okay.. then got a place to see them clearly.. so clearly.. onli to see christ ( good lookin) and olinder.. and jerry.. can see their make up so clearly.. while i keep peepin at the other end cause got sly, maia and daphne.. hheee..maia so friendly.. soon.. the fierce boss wanna to end the session.. and clever lala say thy will come out at the side and we all rushed there.. very soon. they come out.. with security guards at the side protectin them.. hmm.. gone at staircase leadin to carpark.. hai~~ all the rest rushed up too.. wahahaa.. we went off.. and saw the bitch and her friendss.. waha.. lau was shoutin( dunno who very wat keep pushin us) mia ( hmm.. forgot le) mi ... (i shout Yar lol.. you sux) all forgot to shout the bitch BITch!!! nvm.. i saw happy to see maia close up view.. hm.. good day hah...thx gals for the day:):):) and neoprint rox.. but i still angry wif myself for the maia thing.. ahh.. why did i spell MIAI instead... cry**
**************************************************MAIA RAWKS!!!****************************************************
i smiled @ 11:05 AM
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